Interview tomorrow.





Ah, I will binge on Supernatural after the interview. Who knew I would be so hooked on Sam and Dean... they're really funny. I like Dean.





I'll do my best.

I'll make it. I promise.






Ah... interview coming up next Thursday. I'll do my best.





Merlin is returning this Autumn, September or October. Yes! Haha. I'll be in Boston at that time... new place, new life, and I'm not sure when I'll be back. But I'm really looking forward to it. To both, my journey and the show.



Ah, hopefully, in July, I'll get great news yet again.




Father, thank You so much.

I really like Princess Elena... she might be my favourite female character in the whole series.

Black Books

-No! I want the weekend off. I mean it! I want a life!

-This is life! We suffer and slave and expire! That's it!

-We have needs! Fran's got a piano, I want some time to myself, you want to go out with a girl.

-Don't make me laugh... bitterly. Fran will fail, you'll toil your life away and I'll die alone upside down on the floor of a public toilet.

(from Black Books Season 2 Episode 1 "The Entertainer")

Haha I love Black Books. I think Dylan Moran is the cutest thing since Tony Slattery.

In the mid-1990s, after leaving Whose Line Is It Anyway?, Slattery suffered what he described as a "mid-life crisis" — triggered by excessive drinking and cocaine use (spending up to £4000 per week on the drug) — culminating in 1996 with a six-month period of reclusiveness, during which he did not answer his door or telephone, "or open bills, or wash... I just sat." Eventually, one of his friends broke down the door of his flat and persuaded him to go to hospital. He was diagnosed as suffering from bipolar disorder. He discussed this period and his subsequent living with the disorder in a documentary made by Stephen Fry, The Secret Life of the Manic Depressive, in 2006; Slattery claimed that he spent time living in a warehouse and "throwing [his] furniture into the Thames".

-From the Wikipedia article on Tony Slattery

実は、みんなも同じ…　そう思ってるときもある。 I don't know the reason for other people's sadness and pain, but the pain itself, it is the same, is it not...

@YoshikiOfficial Yoshiki
Wish I could sleep forever....
13 hours ago via web

@YoshikiOfficial Yoshiki
and never wake up...again...
13 hours ago via web



@YoshikiOfficial Yoshiki
Why do we sleep?
30 Mar via web

@YoshikiOfficial Yoshiki
....to forget the pain.....
30 Mar via web

Yoshiki's tweets... He's still the way I remembered...



何時まで続くのかな。ね、よしきさん。　人は何処まで行けば、幸せになれるんかな。

On my wish list

To catch Whose Live Anyway? live!

Ah... but the dates and locations don't look good... and I have absolutely no idea how much a ticket would cost. We'll see! :):)

カカオよりココロ

I just watched Gintama Episode 204, or Season 5 Episode 3. The second half is about Kagura trying to give chocolates to Gin-chan and Shinpachi during Valentine's day.


Kagura coated in chocolate because of a misadventure with Sacchi the kinky ninja (haha, her seiyuu is awesome)



Kawaii Kagura in the shower at the end




This is from the first half, Katsura being the nonsensical entity that he is, is waiting on stand-by for a non-existent wedding. And Elizabeth too. Haha, I love Katsura. (And his seiyuu is awesome)







Anyway, all in all, I'm glad Gintama is back!






「そんなことないよ。みんなと一緒に女の子ぽいことをして楽しかったある。もともとキャラじゃなかったね。これでいいね。」

Grateful

In a post I wrote in December last year, I was hoping that when April comes, there will be good news together with the start of the new Gintama season. Back then, I didn't know if I would get into grad school or not.



And it came true! :) I'm accepted.




I just watched the first two episodes of the new Gintama season... it's hilarious... and I was reminded of how I felt last year...


Thank You so much, Father.





There will be more ups and downs from now on, but I will do my best

別に、落ち込んだりなんかしてないんだからね

一直想扮演公主的角色



有一天，发现了。


其实，早就察觉到了

只是一直执著，不想面对



自己被安排的

是小丑的角色



现在开始
不再有幻觉

就算是小丑
也要有颗温柔的心

たとえ太陽の下

たとえこんなんじゃないなら、


きれいなドレスを買いたい、


ルージュをつけたい、


恋がしたい。





でも、私は大丈夫よ。
わたし、諦めないからね。





いい人になりたい。

｢どんなに頭が良くたって
どんなに偏屈だからって
ｳﾞｨｸﾄﾘｶは女の子…小さな小さな…｣



(GOSICK -ゴシック- 第2話 死者の魂が難破船をおしあげる)

ソメイヨシノ

I remember that I really loved this song. It's beautiful. I really liked Tsuyoshi. The words that he write... in songs like this, like 街, like Original Color.



On another note, I notice that I have a big appetite. Actually, I noticed it quite some time ago... it started from around the time when I was in Europe... the hall food, I can't seem to get enough of it, especially breakfast.

I still eat a lot for breakfast these days... and dinner.


While worrying a little about eating so much, I also think, at the back of my mind, that it's good I have a big appetite. Because I've learnt in the past that when one is sad and one's heart is heavy, food does not seem so appealing anymore, and one doesn't eat much. So, despite feeling a little lost this couple of days... looking for a job and all... I'm still pretty happy, it seems.

326

Ah, I just watched Keroro Gunso episode 354B "623, tragedy of the radio star" (623 ラジオスターの悲劇であります)


I really like Saburo-sempai... If I have a ranking for the anime guys I like best of all... it might look like this:


1) Gin-chan (Gintama)
1) Saburo-sempai (Keroro Gunso)
3) Katsura (Gintama)
Somewhat, maybe, because he's dependable) Doumeki (xxxHolic)
Funny, but totally undependable) Morita (Honey & Clover)



Haha ok, what kind of デタラメ ranking is that?





This is Saburo-sempai catching hold of Nacchi's hand to stop her from walking into the path of the bicycle...







And this is Saburo-sempai and Nacchi talking in the sunset... なんかいいね... なっちの気持ちわかってる…　私は絶対なっちみたいな女の子じゃないけど…







I really think this is a very nice episode. About people passing by each other, about faces. The scene with Koyuki and the other ninja is quite poignant. And Saburo-sempai is always, you know, the way he is.





Nacchi is so cute, she's praying in front of the letter box for her letter to be chosen by 623's radio program so that she can attend his last live recording session... *clap, clap* (Nacchi is like the girl in all of us... anyway this anime is full of typical girls, Momocchi is another one haha, I can totally relate to her split personality)











326「時々、全部投げ出して何処か行っちゃいたいんなんと思う時もあるよね。６２３もそうだったりして」

723「（小さな声で）さぶろ先輩は、何処かに行っちゃたりしませんね…」

有点冷...

-Ça ne fait rien, c'est tellement petit, chez moi !

Et, avec un peu de mélancolie, peut-être, il ajouta:

-Droit devant soi on ne peut pas aller bien loin...

天早灰藍 想告別 偏未晚

我是真的很喜欢王菲的歌啦。

她的歌说出我的心



『曖昧』 『矜持』 『如風』



个个都说出我的心
七年前的心也好
此刻的心也好




也许，过几天，心就开始不会像现在这样淡淡的忧伤
过几天，又开始忘记



// 來又如風　離又如風
或我亦不應再這般心痛 //



可是，我是真的很喜欢你啦

// 雖然你從來不曾對我著迷 //

是真的，真心喜欢过你

不思議だね

今天想的
和七年前想的

竟然是同一个人

Father, thank You so much for everything.





I'm going to work soon, because there are some things I really wanna buy... I know, like duh, normally people work right... but, there are some things I had/have to deal with... I know it's not an excuse, and I will be positive. I've had my days with negativity... like a bosom buddy it accompanied me and we spent years understanding each other. I think neither of us will have hard feelings if we part now... it's a gentle parting, an understanding... from now on, I will try my best to be positive, even when things are not looking up. It's not easy, but I will try. I'm a quarter of a century old now... Sometimes, I have this feeling, have I been too late in growing up? But I feel, that it is ok. From now on, only love.



1)MP3 player - my old creative zen nano just died... it's been with me everywhere... Europe, Tokyo, New York... I lost the battery cover on a plane and the whole case was threatening to break apart... one day the screen died and then a few days later the whole thing died. It served me well... I'm thinking of getting an ipod touch... an ipad would be great too but the weight and the cost are factors...

2)Clothes! I love clothes... I love cardigans and sweaters... especially long cardigans, slightly oversized cardigans, printed cardigans, in blue or black or brown or some shade like that... I have many cardigans, but I just can't get enough... i really love them.

Pants! I really like what they have at the Esprit online shop... both pants and cardigans...



Ok, these are the two things I really wanna get, for now...

私、別に全然さびしくなんかないんだからね

今天，遇到了一个很漂亮的女孩
她的男朋友在洛杉矶念书