白云纯白色

下了一整天的雨

雨还没停

有点冷

听了以前喜欢的歌

想起了一些日子

「終りの来ない夜に君は一人怯えてる
怖いほど安らいだ君の素顔見られたら」

ー"Dear Blue" 黒夢

想飞

"When you can't run from the storm, turn around and go head-on into it."

- Advice from sea survival experts (Surviving Disaster - Lost at Sea)

Carnival

October 4, 2008, Nottingham, UK


Nottingham Goose Fair, since 1284

飛行

August 18, 2008, From Singapore to Rome

I'm sorry.

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二十代のうちに沢山経験して失敗して、思い残す事のない二十代を過ごしてくださいなう！！

二十代は失敗ばかりのはち。
でも後悔はしてないなう（苦笑）


- Post by Hisayoshi Suganuma in DABA blog (2011年01月11日)



Translation:

When you're in your twenties, experience lots of things and make lots of failures. Make it a twenties with no lingering regrets!

This is Hachi, who had nothing but failures in his twenties.
But I do not regret it (bitter laugh)

DABA is a seiyuu (anime voice actor/actress) unit formed by six seiyuus born in 1978. I used to read their blog pretty often because I like Fukuyama Jun. Anyway, I just wanted to put this post down here...


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I will be exactly in the middle of my twenties in six months' time. For the past couple of years, I've been changing... and when I thought I couldn't change anymore, I continued to change. Especially in the past year, I've started to see things that I didn't or couldn't see before. I wish to become a better person, more worthy of Him. I had been so arrogant in the past. I will never be so again. If I am able to walk in the sun, it will only be because He saved me.

背後の暗闇

I forgot how I got to it, but I spent the last couple of hours reading Ryutaro's twitter and catching up on Plastic Tree...

Ryu-chan fell sick on Dec 21 with a fever, and was diagnosed with the Guillain-Barré syndrome... It was really worrying, but it seems that he's getting much better already... I hope so. I haven't been listening to Plastic Tree very much recently, but they were really an important part of what sustained my youth.

I really liked Ryutaro. I liked the things he wrote - lyrics, prose, observations. And I liked his voice, and I liked their songs. When I was lost in darkness, they made me feel a little better.

Well, I knew they got a new drummer after Bucchi left, but I didn't know anything much because as I said, these days I wasn't listening to them much. But now I think the new drummer is actually really cute! He's called Sato Ken Ken. He reminds me of Miyavi, actually. It seems like he's really sweet too, like how he hugged that little kid who acted as the young Ken Ken in the PV for Mirai Iro, and gave him his drum sticks as a keepsake. And he visited Ryutaro very often when he was hospitalized. And he sends really funny messages to Ryutaro via Twitter. And one of them is this, I just have to put it here (and Ryu-chan's reply too):

ケンちゃん。俺、香港の港で一分間ぐらい背後の暗闇に話しかけてたよ。みんな、居ると思って。 RT @Pla_kenken: @Pla_ryutaro 有村さん聞いてください。友達と買い物してて「コレいいね」って話しかけたら他人だった時、恥ずかしかですね(涙)それじゃ、もう寝っです。

3:33 AM Nov 18th, 2010 via ついっぷる for iPad
Retweeted by 21 people
Pla_ryutaro
有村　竜太朗

Translation:

Ken Ken: Arimura-san, please listen to this. When one is shopping with a friend, and calls to him "This looks good, doesn't it?", and realizes that it was someone else, it's embarrassing isn't it (::cry::) That's all, I'm going to sleep now.

Ryutaro: Ken-chan. In Hong Kong, at the harbour, I was talking for about a minute to the darkness behind me. Everyone has times like this, I think.

Haha, I think Ryu-chan's reply is super awesome... 'The darkness behind him'. This is why I liked him so much in the past. I still do, perhaps...

Well, this is all I wanted to say, hope Ryu-chan gets much better soon!

Today I took some time to get to know my Nikon D60 dslr... I bought it in 2008, just before I left for Europe.

The one above is a zoomed-in picture of the eave above my window. It has a small hole, beyond that is the sky. The rough texture is that of the painted concrete.


And this one below is a portrait of Garfield and Pooky (albeit pink), and a miniature Le Corbusier armchair in the background - all sitting on top of my computer.